when...

When no one believes ya

When they underestimate ya

Or even when they reject ya

For me, that’s the perfect time to improve em that you can! The moment when ya can slap em. with ur improve :-)

U have to stop dreaming. Everyone can dreaming.

But u have to start to believe.

For me it’s a power of believing, yes, because only some of ya who dare enough to believe that it could happen.

Life my kind suck, esp when u found the only thing that u think ur good (or even best) at suddenly became the worst one

I know easier said than done.

Im alive! im back!

Been months I haven’t post anything in here, butuh 1jam untuh ngebersihin sarang laba-laba nih :’)

Sebenernya ive thousand shits (re drafts) that I wish I could post tapi… udah basi ah!

Gue juga janji bakal mau ngepost ttg konser Maroon 5 gue ya? Lupain deh..

Gue pun sebenernya ada draft setengah jadi ttg recall masa-masa sma. But so far, im here, in Malang

Things changed a lot. Bayangin! Saat Agustus dan September benar-benar berubah dramatically.

When u moved to somewhere that u’ve no idea how to create a new life w no one u know or no one knows ya-_- just pretend like bad-ass J

But so far, Im feeling alive in here.. meetin new ppl in new atmosphere. I do still remember when I thought I would be not struggle enough to survive or thought that I might have no friends

But those stigma? They never be exist J

Meski kadang gw suka figure out gimana kalau kemarin HI-UBnya gw tolak dan lebih milih Ilmu Sejarah UI, how my life will be

Overall, thx ya god for those, something beautiful that I don’t know its gonna happen

Kenapa Masih Jomblo sa?

Idk but before you read this one… make sure that you’re so close w place/things that can use to throwing-up or can handle your throw-up, cause this content is full of disgusting words.

Lets begin…… so here’s the story goes.

Its awkward and lil bit uncomfortable me when someone asked me “Y u still single?”

Ok buddy, first of all you’re so care to me and I cant handle ma tears, and second why u asked me like that, I get it….. u replaced “ALONE” with single and im so appreciate it for not insult me. You guys should win Nobel Award

Instead of that Q, theres one Q that always makes me dying…… “Are ya still in love w her&that’s the reason Y u re still single?” and Me “……………….”

HAHAA, no, mean im officially end-up w her (PDKT-nya gituuu) hehehe, yay, even I still remember the first time we talked hehee and yes, 2 years weren’t short time for being “Friend-zoned” (HHAHAAA I know this one disgusting and you’re allowed to….. go laugh as hard as ya can)

And lemme tell ya secret, we haven’t talked or txted for months (yaaa meski sempet mentionan gituu hehhe) and she may already lost the month while counted the stars :p #TeamGeer

But why am still alone…….. its because im a divaa a divaa already happy on ma comfort zone and don’t wanna moved J even to be honest I always wonder to some ppl that….. how can they find the one w so easily and quickly I mean like, how can this guy/girl is in close w more than one person. And me? Ah.. ya can see.

But guys…… as long Tom hasn’t found his autumn, He may miss Summer once.. or twice..or more-_- hehee

*BackSound Phillip Phillips – Gone, Gone, Gone

when people.......

Hai…. Its funny why some ppl seems so hard to say “sorry” when they made mistake? Im so appreciated for those ppl who still use “Please, Sorry, and Thx” in their sentence.

And how fantastic it is… when someone can change ur moods from a shining diamond to a big-black-heavy stone! Hahaaa

Then, sometimes this is what makes me wonder until now, How can a small act of kindness from stranger can make one feel so much better. Know why? Yay… be good to everyone.

Lemme tell ya something, when they told ya like “You’ve changed!” don’t be too sad, instead you’ve to say it em…. “Im glad to be changed, and don’t wanna be the same person”

They do not miss the old, older, or even the oldest you. They just miss the moments when they with you.

be free of any labels.. dont let labels control ya, and dont let ppl control ur life too far.

                                                       Last, when they have no r-e-s-p-e-c-t on ya, stop give em attention, lets give em shit. 

When you expect ur life like on movies..

Hai. I know its awkward but some of ya must be a movie maniac? (luckily am not)
You know what, I think Governments should FORCE all  "The movie directors" (oh no.... I mean not only movie on cinema directors, but also like some opera-shops or even FTV directors, than how about music video directors?) to add disclaimer to their own... something like.."Love scenes ARE'NT real and probably never happen reality" on the opening and closing. Just TO MAKE SURE PPL TO STOP MAKING HIGH EXPECTATION.

Realize or what? The higher you make it, the more you'll be disappointed. Instead like when you try to be open to tell some ur problems to someone, and ya just make expectation to "the somoene" to say "A" (something advice from her/him that you wish s(he)'d say to ya) but s(he) doesn't.

Uugh you must have no idea HOW MUCH life-stories on movies that I hope wish I had heheheee. yey..... go on ya can judge me 

God must be make our life-story more amazing than directors do even……. Sometimes it sucks  

Yay! ppl should know this one....

Two things before I continued this article. 1^st sorry for rarely or even Never give any shit in this blog anymore (even I know no one cares/reads those) you know what ma life just pretty complex. And 2^nd enjoy ur sit while read ma blog.

Okay, idk why am just missing those moments “how” when ppl used to b on their own..hehehee

According a tweet-galau that ive read……….. #TeamFollowAkunFakta #FaktaGalau #eh #bukanselebtwit

“according a scientist, we are gonna lose our friends in 7 years and replaced em w the new ones”

 WELL I THINK THAT, YES IT DOES. I MEAN I DID IT. AM JUST SUDDENLY REMEMBER SOME OF MA FRIENDS IN ELEMENTARY SCHOOL, JUNIOR HIGH SCHOOL, MA COURSE FRIENDS, EVEN SOME OF MA HIGH SCHOOL, AND YOU KNOW WHAT? SOMETIMES I SUDDENLY REMEMBER SOME STRANGES THAT I MET IN SOME PLACES LIKE AIRPORT HEHEE

YAY! I KNOW IT SUCKS WHEN YA RE ONE OF THE PERSON WHO ALWAYS REMEMBER SOME OF UR FRIENDS BUT ALSO BEING FORGETABLE HEHEEE

WHEREVER YOU ARE, HOPING ALL IS WELL XO.  

How was my 2012 :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR! (hahaa iya deh gw tau gw telat-_-)

So, this amazing spiderman year is officially done.

yes, ive got so much days in this year, the days that I’ll probably never forget or the days that suddenly I’ll remember.

Sangking banyaknya, I don’t know how to star it.__.

Day by day, gapernah kepikiran kalau tahun ini cukup sangat mengesankan. OH DUDE, Im 17^th in this year J

ive got this one from a 2 best ladies. Thx for all of ya who bring best 17^th and best cake J

This is the best wish that ive never had :)

2012 taught me about more togetherness and leading.

And thx god for this amazing year, thx for everything. Sorry for ever judging ya an unfair . sebener nya mau nulis banyak tapi gue sendiri bingung harus mulai dari mana :”))

Let me share some photos in some moments of 2012 J)

 
DBL, cant wait for this year series :D

Outbond bareng anak soreceria 17, so much drama aaaaak :’D

@ Tekno, my Presenting Idea E-compt, ada cerita silly disini hahaa

Met Ms Ema &Ms Merry ma native teachers!. anw, i miss Ms *Oh i forgot her name* from JES! 

  

This! Hahahaaa dont ask me.........

Met new friends,  INTEN 3204

ORGAB 2012, being mine is fun enough :'p

FLASHMOB. Yes i was so glad could be part of this. part of HS Farewell party. hah....... theres sad story behind it

Guess what? we just watched circus

w/ ma nephew in Eco GreenPark, Malang. we're brotherhood \m/

1tahunan kebersamaan di Soreceria, thx for ever changed ma life :)

I JUST MET MAROON5. HHAHAAAAAAAAAA oh gooooooooood! you may think this should b ma bes year rite? but yes, but... ive the one that ill never forget. here it is..

3 photos above actually my best day in 2012. 1st (top) when we had breakfasting in Japanese restaurant, pretty nice (taste) but killing me inside (cost)

2nd when ive to leave the place, the farewell moment

3rd when we just arrived at the place, think the days will be so AMAZING! gue gapernah kepikiran bakal se-seru ini.

ini adalah ALSA geng dr YP Unila, unforgettable 8days di UI :)) 16th ALSA E-comp

3^rd day of 2013, am so ready for this. Am just waiting calledback from ancora. Wish they accept my scholarship

At least, 2013 here we go, surprise me with more amazing-unforgettable days

Im super duper zuper excited J