How I feel

I miss the way that we were so crazy about each other, two teenagers madly in love. Sometimes I wish I could tell you everything, make everything alright.

I know you still love me but there's something jaded about the way you look at me now. You only seem to ignore me and forget about everything we used to have. I don't know if it'll ever get that good again, and I'm afraid to let go of this. I'm afraid of starting something new, because what if it's never the same? what if you were the best one for me?

If I could meet you again for the first time, what would I say? Knowing you'd become my first love in the future and we'd date for two years and become glue and somewhere down the line...we didn't stick anymore...

There will come a day, when I put my arms around a girl and it wont feel the same as me and you realize that her heartbeat doesn't match mine. Our love was so strong that we felt each others love from being miles away from each other. We didn't have to tell each other we loved one another each day, knowing we still do.

I will love you until I can say no more...

What makes you think that you can not love me again? I just wish for you to come back. To realize that you are happy with me. That we can be happy again. You may say you don't love me anymore but I know deep down you do.

If you just give me a call, if you just listen to what I have to say then maybe we can be together again. Maybe we could be that couple that nobody could stop the love coming from each others hearts. I find it impossible to get through to you but for some reason after six months i'm still fighting for it. Still fighting for that phone call from you.

To hear your voice on the other end. To know that I'm happy again. I just wish you knew how much I miss you. How much time I spend thinking about you. How much time I put in my day to think of things to do to get you back...